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whao …so many stuff happened over the week ends

these are the ppl whom  i interected with  with over the weekends  -jermaine ,huizhen ,adrian ,james ,ashely,johnatan ,gen ,sharon ,angel ,clarence,naveen ,singning , juliza ,michael lai ,and marky mark  =))))) thks for making my week end fabulous

our pw grp just came back frm jus house at harbourfront ,juliza is the best pw mate we ever had ,she sent us packing on the bus then she called me on the bus to scare the nightlights out of us  heres what she saed "aye i think u hav to ask the bus driver if the bus goes to outrum ,cause im nort sure "whao=/ lols amazing wragh lols we have too many interesting personalities in our group =))))

hurrrs must start getting serious abt my work alr

im like dying now ,i need gods stretgh to carry me through pray for me keeez =))))))))and NIC IM WAITING TO HEAR THE GOOOOD NEWS =))))

i was back at pl cause our exco was incharge of home comming .it was bittersweet i guess =))) i was blessed by the testimonals tt sin ae shared with us about how god was omnipresent in her life.i mean what wld we be without god????her testimony hit me right there ,mabey god had placed me there at tt place at tt time and he was speaking to my innermost being .i realli pray tt those arnd me wld get to know him on a personal level

such a pity my class all left aft dinner ! see so united lols …if one leaves the rest trottle nort far behind .so i was the onli one left in the hall for thanksgiving ,im in the planning comm so i cld not leave with them soooo….. i was the onli one frm my class other than vall ,the ecxo and the rest of the level .butttttts muaha i was so glad to see jialing denise ariel rebecca jiawen fel amanda yan bin we were just chatting and catching up at dinner too bad u all left too soon thanksgiving wld hav been more fun with u guys .

cheryl(headprefect of 2006) with her exco (jeane.nicole,darshini,sophil,sarah ,audrey(my sucessor=))) ,wanzhen) just handed over to the new exco ,im sure we left the board in good hands then,i keep in touch with nicole and ive heard of the amazing things tt u guys have achieved as a board  .i wish u all the best in ur studies =) god bless

the new headprefect is……………………renee! MY buddy!!!!! i pray tt u will continue to grow in the lord and love those who will be under your care .the road ahead may look tough but i pray tt it wld be an exciting one for u and ur exco .takkire of dede =))) our youngest buddy! i hope to get to talk to u all when i go back .continue to shine with tt spirit of urs =) IM SO PROUD OF U…im sure dede is too  !

the vice head -sherrie ! heyys girl rem the letter i worte to the 15 of u all  while u all were in DB ??? i wrote abt ur progress and stuff  and what i just wanted to sae to u ?.yea uve been a great jr ,one tt i always had a gd impression of .the time has come for u to step up .i pray tt u and renee wld be an inspiration to the rest in the board .

hmm i dun kniow the rest v.well heh lols nv had the chance to work with the rest of u  buttts just wanna sae congrats .god has purposed for u all to be there so rem to look up to him for wisdom always yea =))) i wishu all all the best .LOOK UP LIFT UP!

some of the famous sayings and doings of yesterday=))))

(this scene took place on the 2nd level toilet of the sch)

me:a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do

cuiwen:what! give birth ar ?

seeeeeee !some ppl just think tt the roles of women is just to give birth ! tsk

this one happened during maths lec

shengyang:wacks me again

me:shengyang do you have to hit me everytime ?(makes a face at him*

shengyang:what everytime?i dont see u 24/7 what *cringes at me

lols no wonder i was comforted ^-^

i was abt to stone for phy pract ,until quanrong saved the dae,for like …..a brief moment ..haha

quanrong :hey!

xing qian :mingxiu !

quanrong:come i show u a magic trick

me:i stared in wonder hoping tt it was gonna be something like clarance card tricks

quanrong :(he enthusiastically and professionally placed the cylinder on top of the block of wood and tilt it upside down ,preety fast=))) i hav to sae ) tada!(he looks pleased with himself=_)

lols i was amused for a sec ,until i saw blu tack sticking out :/ haha nice try !

some ppl sae tt im oblivious to my surroundings =))) realli??? haha hmm doesnt really matter to me =D.if i walk pass u but dun see u ,wack my back ! ill definetly respond ,aha yeah just dun abuse me like xing qian!

sometimes i feel kinda lost ,i noe my values hav eroded ,because i didnt walk with him ,he was just somebody i echoed to in times of need.when things were smooth sailing i threw him to the backseat .eeeks im a jerk .preety much of a hypocrite .i wanna start my walk right with u again.in you i trust .im trapped in the ways of the word !i need to be ME

jesus.all for jesus

all i am and have

and ever hope to be

all of my .ambitions hopes and plans

i surrender these into ur hands

for its onli in ur will tt i am free

for its onli in ur will tt i am free

fel and i walked home todae aft sch (she had bball while i had table tennis with the girls frm my class )i havent had a good laugh in a long while ,but most importantly it was insightful we were talking abt what our purpose was when we first entered into ac ,shes progressing well .as for me eeerks im losing it .i need him to guide me again .im just blending in and giving in to the ways of this world ,i see myself sliping .but then again it was REFRESHING .we were walking arnd serangoon central …whooo my 2nd night out with her =))))we met let on the way ,lols she nv stops growing there ^_^.

heyys joanna realli made my dae todae=)))) ,shes just one super funny gal .she tells u jokes with a str face but tt doesnt seem to affect the entertainment value lols come to think of it …shes like trixia =)))) every time she comments abt something ill laugh ,esp during tt period of her reign as environment head (yeah imagine her with a broom!aha)…geeez trix mings misses u loads:/

heyys oh no wonder!!!! I noe why aric wanted to meet up with jerms and I on fri which I pangseied in the end for my classmates ooops!!!!1 ! did u peep at his msn pic???? Look at tt groovy hair ! so long and silky huh .whoo he looks like teddy Geiger .he has this long and silky hair .all he has to do is to strut his stuff and he ‘ll make ur head turn! What a preety him-bo! Amin! Ull fall for him

heyys im glad tt so many pl girls are doing well out there .yunlu is doing great ,happie for her i just checked the results for nats and she qualified for the semis ! she was pl"s fastest runner .do i even hav to tell u tt? go gal! im honoured to hav been in the same team as u !hope to hear the good news frm u soon=)))))))

jordan

! the music he creates is just fantastic !hes soo into  it ,it shows up in his life .just look at his blog!thou I dun really appreciate the pics of ur music making gadgets but   i await the dae u complete ur album !

heyys im so lookin forward to thanksgiving ,rach emailed us what her father wld be preaching on the topic ive been longing the hear .it touches on our roles and purpose for god as women 

he….i haven’t been at the bleechers .okies ill start frm mon onwards

my tution teachers hav been hot on my heels for my results ,eeeks I hope they turn out fine what willl e will be ,the lord has brought me thru it liaoz. everything tt happens is his purpose .lols im kinda luckey larz heard tt in sr  their parents hav to collect their results ! to all my brothers and sistas out there…. may the lord save

ur

souls !

whoo! issnt the feeling of being  liberated frm the throes of exams great ,MARVelous ,FANTAstic…dada and the list goes on  =)))) hmm haha .

okies larz ,im kinda happie thou the terms kinda ended tragically with maths =/ its just a matter of how badly i’ll fail,hopefully nort tooo drastic heh? .

orchard was flooded with acsians and fellow jc students frm far and wide .i ran into huiping and fel thrice=),paul,chinhong and yuxiang once paul wanted to gay in front of my mum ,but i think he discoverd tt my mum issnt exactly  the kind of person u wanna gay with .HA nice try!

yeahs ! i met josephine like aft what seems like eternity.she was one of the ppl i was closer too before i quit ballet last yr to concentrate on my studies …aniwaes i sorta didnt njoy ballet lessons anymore aft mrs simon left us ….the next teacher who took over kinda lacked the patience .sigh…sigh haha …sigh  … ballet was my life =)))))ill prolly hav like 10 more yrs to go(they claim tt its preety fast …nah it issnt) before getting my teachers cert .ill prollly decide aft my As to pursue dance or nort for now i kinda like dancing for myself in the mirror =)))) unlike the past theres no audience or pl prefects for me to experiment my cheorography with(heyys i still think those dances were wacky!=))))))… lols those were the daes !

todae was quite a dae ,the exams just ended and we are just going thru the motion of sitting thru  mundane lessons .i found myself being realli tired .lols my class was especially tired ,lols aft assembly we had this dialogue kind of thing .miss too gave me the task of bringing my class back frm lala land ,it seemed impossible cause ppl were dozing off every 5 mins .lols kinda hilarious ,like juliza! i saw her in diff sleeping positions and she was sleeping like a dead fish, basically it was super unglam haha lols yeah im still laughing

aniwaes im reminded of nicole and gen everytime i talk abt pl and the prefects ! they are my lovely jrs ! i hope they will get into ac,lets include ashley and rachel into the list  !muahahhahahahahah they will truly be a blesing to many ppl .shhhhh i know a few pl lites  who are  getting into ac thru dsa liaoz! whooo! and i was close to this jr (im gonna keep u guessing and excited ,so i wont reveal names…tsk tts the beauty of it all=)))…njoy the fun and the ride )

whoo! issnt the feeling of being  liberated frm the throes of exams great ,MARVelous ,FANTAstic…dada and the list goes on  =)))) hmm haha .

okies larz ,im kinda happie thou the terms kinda ended tragically with maths =/ its just a matter of how badly i’ll fail,hopefully nort tooo drastic heh? .

orchard was flooded with acsians and fellow jc students frm far and wide .i ran into huiping and fel thrice=),paul,chinhong and yuxiang once paul wanted to gay in front of my mum ,but i think he discoverd tt my mum issnt exactly  the kind of person u wanna gay with .HA nice try!

yeahs ! i met josephine like aft what seems like eternity.she was one of the ppl i was closer too before i quit ballet last yr to concentrate on my studies …aniwaes i sorta didnt njoy ballet lessons anymore aft mrs simon left us ….the next teacher who took over kinda lacked the patience .sigh…sigh haha …sigh  … ballet was my life =)))))ill prolly hav like 10 more yrs to go(they claim tt its preety fast …nah it issnt) before getting my teachers cert .ill prollly decide aft my As to pursue dance or nort for now i kinda like dancing for myself in the mirror =)))) unlike the past theres no audience or pl prefects for me to experiment my cheorography with(heyys i still think those dances were wacky!=))))))… lols those were the daes !

todae was quite a dae ,the exams just ended and we are just going thru the motion of sitting thru  mundane lessons .i found myself being realli tired .lols my class was especially tired ,lols aft assembly we had this dialogue kind of thing .miss too gave me the task of bringing my class back frm lala land ,it seemed impossible cause ppl were dozing off every 5 mins .lols kinda hilarious ,like juliza! i saw her in diff sleeping positions and she was sleeping like a dead fish, basically it was super unglam haha lols yeah im still laughing

aniwaes im reminded of nicole and gen everytime i talk abt pl and the prefects ! they are my lovely jrs ! i hope they will get into ac,lets include ashley and rachel into the list  !muahahhahahahahah they will truly be a blesing to many ppl .shhhhh i know a few pl lites  who are  getting into ac thru dsa liaoz! whooo! and i was close to this jr (im gonna keep u guessing and excited ,so i wont reveal names…tsk tts the beauty of it all=)))…njoy the fun and the ride )

7 mths hav passed …lols its kinda fast rites ???in my mind is this picturebook of memories and i just want to commit them to the one who made them so special some of the special memories includes

-1st 2 mths =)))) how we played and lived our lives like there was no tml .thnk god for sending me such special ppl who taught me so much which includes sisterlylove,brotherlylove  and just being there for each other =)))) in SERANGOON JUNIOR COLLEGE i saw how special everyone was .beyond our bad habits i liked what i saw tt uniqueness that everyone had ^_^  .it wasnt the type of shoes we wore or the sch uniform we dorn that gave us our identity ,it was the personality tt god had crafted for each one of us while we were in our mothers womb=))))amazing!

-olevel result and posting -it still amazes me how jerms and i got the same prelim marks ,got to the same jc(srjc),and then got posted to the same og like whoa there were abt 800 pluss ppl and we are still tgh??,and the same ct!!lols are u shocked alr? and we got the same o level grades !!!!muahahaha it was euphoria when we got the same pts ,a few of us were so overwhelmed we cried with  tears of extreme joy we cldnt contain  in each others arms ill nv forget the look in jermaine’s eyes ,tt look of hope and destiny =))))) it was the BEST feelin ever! i wanna thk god for 4B1 weve gort such a wonderful teacher(mrs lum) who constantlly prayed for us and believed in us thou we were one of the worst classes  .i belive in GOD weve tasted his wonderful miricles and ive seen him moving in our class .let our o level grades be our testimony!.joanna (our monitress) .betinna(lols famed for talking v.fast ) were our prayer warriors tooo=)))) love them so v.much .still remember last yr ive nv passed a maths or maths b4 ever always stuck at f9 plus i was dyslexic ,i was crying before geog os because i cldnt study finish in time  ,there was genevive and nicole who constantly kept me in their prayers praying over my maths grades and there was my class praying for me when i was at my lowest =))) god saved the dae =)))))and i wanna thank them for wishing me GOD. at the end with gods help he helped me get a b3 for both maths and a1 for geog plus i overcame dyslexia so i didnt ned more time for my papers and my cert was not annotated =))) praise the lord  .so for all those sec 4 PL LITES out there ,just wanna pray tt god will ever be so real in ur lives ,trust and cast all ur cares upon him ,nothing is too small in his eyes including the os ,press on and god will help u along the way yah=)))

-acjc -lols i thank god for my class…cause i had a hard time during the first week at sch and i realli wnted to run back to my alma mater (SRJC) .lols actually i did run back david and daxiong too! i was begging my parents to transfer me  back to sr .i still think ppl in ac and the ppl in sr are v.diff .mabey its just the way we were brought up ppl in sr are just more simple minded ,they treasure each other for nort what they hav and plus they were realli a bunch of v.friendly ppl  never ever felt like i had to pretend to be something i wasnt .its just how we bring out the best in each other ,it was supernatural . god showed me tt there were nice ppl arnd in ac =))) i wanted to give up but  there he was prompting me to open up my heart and let ppl in althou i was already bruised ,he reminded me of how the ppl treated me with love and care and tt i cld fall back on him and on them (thks to the ppl in sr who called me and  or talked to me helping me walk thru my fisrt week of sch=)))) love u all loads))) he showed me how to love (by reminding me  of sr) and nort be so skeptical  im glad tt lydia ,david and fel was there to listen and councel me on what to do in ac during tt period.and now im being loved again ,wanna thk the ppl in 1sb6 for being so gracious to me esp the girs tt i usually hang out with =))))thankyew so much i wish u all god=)))just like he had a purpose for me to be in PL And sr ,i’m excited to  see how god has purposed for me to be in ac .my life s enriched because of him

im sorry lord if ive missed the mark at diff points in my life ,im sorry if i hav unintentionally or intentionally  hurt those uve created  in the process.at times when im weary u are there to fill me up with ur joy. help me be a better person ,teach me to love others ceaselessly just like uve loved me continously chasing aft my heart ,help me be tt beacon of light and teach me humility dear lord ,thanks for never ever letting me go .amen

ahhhhh ! im freaking out alr .i know i shld start mugging and stop netting(= but im gonna be burnt soon so im givin myself a good DESERVING break=)))

hurrrs theres just no end to studying huh?im kinda suprised ,ive been mugging religiously over the past mth but yet i havent started on my chi textbk,MATHS!!!or touched my gp hw at all,hmmmmm……wheres the logic?xP

im half way thru

econs -dd and ss

chem-a bit of everychapt

phy-definations and more definations eeerks !

chi-90 cheng yu

haha oh my ! my rm is like some pig sty  ..yea im the pig in tt sty (= paper screwn everywhere ,so many bks waiting for me to dress them up in fancyful colours …..the hottest colour this mth  for me is so far! PurPLE o.O .

my holis this yr seems to be just revolving arnd studying haiz ….boring rites????haha ..yeah double yawns .my holis  wld hav been sooooo  very miserable without theese ppl.

tution peeps=)))) if nort ill just switch off during lessons without the touch of  fun u all hav brought to me -jerms,joanna,huizhen,sylvia,daniel

cell grp for brightening up my weekends -angel,sharon,nicole,rachel,genevive and ashely!=D

and the ppl who hav studied with me during the holis and online at ungodly hrs -cuiwen,jerms,clovis,da xiong,yinglei and jack=))

just wanna sae THKS =))))

my cousins just started learning how to use msn ,they are hmmm abt pri4?lols i feel liek an auntie alr cause they call me mingxiu jie jie!=))))

and  wanna shout! -oh dear god put a NEW SONG in my heart!

LOLS !im just waiting for terms to end